Living Life

Sometimes people die when you least expect it. That's what happened to me! Coping is the hardest part I believe. I miss my friend very much and I am usually thinking about him. I know the hardest part is over but I am still struggling to live life normal. I do not think I will ever be able to live life normal but I sure can hope. This is not my first death and certainly is not my last. I know to surround myself with strong people who can show me love and support me but this death has hit me the hardest. My heart is broken because he was only 18 but he was so freaking amazing. I look back and wish I could have told him that more often. But I think he has taught me a lesson through his death. Life really is short and we need to make the best of it. It seems so cliche but it is the honest to goodness truth. People need to stop taking things for granted and start living life in the way that really is important! I am going to go love on my son a little harder and tell him how much I love him way more often.